Good evening my lovely #edfamily 💓 I took this pic in april this year. I was with my family in #turkey . And yes, it was terrible. Actually I thought I can manage food there but I couldn't. PTW I did so so soooo much sport there. I never did so much sport during my ed. Around 3 hours a day bc swimming in the pool and fitness, zumba ... and I only ate veggies over the day. Okay maybe in the morning a big joghurt but in the evening I had binges EVERYDAY! ofc I didn't purge ! I ate so much cakes and nuts and omg I felt terrible everyday! But I lost around 500 gramms in one week. And I am so afraid bc we will fly again...but now I am many steps higher than in april and I can do this! I hope, I really hope 💪😣 Good night 💕 #magersucht #ana #anorexianervosa #recovery #recover #eatingdisorder #essstörung #eat #healthy #gesund #food #foodporn #essen #mager #magersucht #skinny #sun #school #rice #friends #benandjerrys #fight #süß #süßigkeiten #fit #sport #frankfurt #treffen by recovery_1nina1_99